...

sigh~

They leave me behind huh...not even considering about telling me. Oh well, it doesn't even matter anyway. It's holiday after all. It's normal for them to be going home. Plus, tomorrow is the first day of the year 2011.

Eh?! 2011 already? Let see now...emm..what I have been doing this whole year? Man, I couldn't even remember most of the the things! Pretty much of wasting time huh. Well, that's more like me - I guess.

Yeah...wasting time. I mean, I was supposed to finish my assignment today together with my so-called-twin and Madi. Unfortunately, I end up sleeping the whole morning. And no one even bother to wake me? Gosh! Help a little will ya.

Even so, I'm still laying here...forgetting about those assignment. I'm so lucky that today is a holiday - just because the lame winning in football - otherwise, I have to work my ass out to finish one of these assignment - since the due date is today. And not to mention, there was supposed to be a test too. Fuh! I'm not ready for that - that's for sure. I mean, I'm not even study.

Fine, I better make it up for today...tonight - maybe, or so I hope. But first, lets play badminton. (^^,)

...

It's almost 1.30 a.m. and my eyes are still wide awake. I've been wondering why. Well, maybe because I'm hungry...or maybe I've been reading too much manga. I can't believe it, dang! I'm wasting my time with those?! That's kinda annoying! Hmm, it can't be helped since today is public holiday..haha!..what a nonsense these people give in.

Oh yeah..I was supposed to get my assignment done by today. Sigh~. I guess that is kinda impossible for me huh. Maybe I need some inspiration?...(nah! Like that will make anything different). So, when shall I start? Now? -nope! I don't think so- Or maybe later? Or whenever I feel like? (Not quite a decision maker huh...). Is it me, that need some more guidance or I'm just too lazy to think about myself?

Alright, alright! I know. I'm just being lazy.

That's it! I just think of an idea. How about making a list on what kind of person shall I become. Wait! Now that I think about it, today is the last day for the year of 2010. Hmm...so I just make this list as my new year resolution. Sounds great to me..haha!

Let see...what kind of person should I be?

Well, maybe I need to be more:

> hardworking?

> independent?

> smarter? (ohh..I really need to be smarter anyhow)

> good looking? (nah! doesn't really matter)

> gentleman? (hmm...I'll change my look...I guess)

> ... (can't think of anything at this time...maybe later...on somewhere else)

Wait! Hmm..If I were to make a this kind of list, I better make it more specific right? Yeah! That's how it supposed to be. Okay, let's try this:

> hardworking in my study, research and works.

> independent-as I don't need that person to help me with all my works.

> smarter than that person. Which means, I really have to do my homeworks on everything.

> good looking? -Err...whatever!

> I should be more polite...and gentle (am I that rough? well, maybe..who knows)

> ...I'll think on something....later

Ehh?! What's the time now? I should get some sleep...after I get some snack, that is. Lol (^^,)

Fashion show

Ehh...?! Fashion Show?? Hmm...Who ever thought that there will be a fashion show in the middle of day at Linton University College.

Somewhen, somehow, I got this message from a friend who ask me to have a look. Ok, since I'm going out I'll take a look...

It's a lil' bit early. So, my friends and I decided to have a meal first. We stop at the nearby restaurant. Just about time my hand reach the food, I got a text from a friend who faithfully wait for the show. It says that the show have started. Great! Perfect timing.

Ohh well, I guess the show won't wait for us. Food shall we eat first. Then the show, off we go.

Well, the show was halfway through when I get there. Luckily, I have a sit reserved. Haha... A nice sit too. Thanks to a friend.

Cool design. Awesome actually. I like the so-called Skeleton. The 1st prize winner of course. Emo-Goth style.

Hee~

Pergh! Semalam cuma ada 4 biji kentang dan separuh kobis sahaja di dapur...

Lepas habis kuliah pada jam 12 tengahari, aku balik ke rumah. Sampai sahaja di rumah, Hendry pon ajaklah masak kentang tu. Tapi tak tau nak masak macam mana. Akhir sekali kami membuat keputusan untuk merebus sahaja. Sebelum solat Jumaat, nampak macam sudah siap rebus. Tapi kurang la. Sudah siap pon sebenarnya. Tapi biasa la kalau dah cerewet ni. Tak puas hati lagi. Memandangkan dah masuk waktu solat Jumaat, makan la separuh kentang tu. Sedap la juga. Hehe, boleh tahan...

Hmm... Lepas solat lepak jap. Tunggu budak-budak ni sampai rumah. Dah sampai, sambung la merebus kentang tu. Nak buat kentang lecek. Yumm~!

Tengah merebus, tiba-tiba gas habis. Aduh! Macam mana nak masak ni?

Takpe la.Yang tadi pon cukup. Buat resipi baharu. Kentang lecek campur kobis. Haha.. Macam sedap.... yumm~

the current me...

man! i wish i could be more scarier...

Emm...

melepas la sudah...

walaupun agak sedih...tapi takde rezeki.... biarlah...

mungkin ade hikmah...

the day have begun

I'm now in a college...far away from home. That's good. I'm kinda traveler-like person. So, I like to travel a lot. But, this is not really a traveling that most people would think of. It is a journey for me in order to survive the new world that I've entered. I'll be staying for about 4 years. If I'm lucky enough, I'll only stay here for 3 years. And plus a year in other place that very far. So far that it making me motivated to do well in these years of study time. Wouldn't it be the greatest reward for myself. It sure is. I'm really getting very excited, seriously. Though I didn't do well in the entrance exam, I can't let my dream dead. I'll only need to do more to get more.
Wish me luck...

KerJa rAsMi pErtAmaKu

Aku diberikan pilihan samada bekerja di restoren KFC atau sebagai Duta PBAKL. Dengar sahaja PBAKL aku terus membuat pilihan yang muktamad. Tanpa membuang masa, internet dilayari bagi mencari maklumat yang diperlukan. Cara memohon mudah sahaja. Hanya perlu menghantar maklumat diri kepada yang berkenaan. Seminggu sebelum PBAKL dilangsungkan, para pemohon dipanggil untuk sesi taklimat. Di awal pertemuan kelihatan seperti tidak mendapat sambutan. Namun, lama-kelamaan kelihatan ramai juga yang datang. Aku berkenalan dengan beberapa orang kawan baru. Mereka semua mesra. Taklimat ringkas diberikan dan kami diminta hadir awal pada hari pertama PBAKL nanti.
Kini, tibalah hari pertama PBAKL. Penyerahan baju, pas, dan juga direktori dijalankan dengan ringkas. Kemudian, pembahagian kumpulan dilaksanakan. Kumpulan TR2 ( Dewan Tun Razak 2 ) menjadi pilihan. Kebanyakan ahli kumpulan ini terdiri daripada budak-budak lepasan SPM. Hanya ketua kami sahaja yang tidak sebaya. Hmm, seronok pula apabila mengetahui bahawa ramai Duta PBAKL adalah sebaya. Tapi yang tidak seronok apabila ditanya tentang keputusan SPM. Fuhh...malas betul nak jawab. Maklumlah, ramai pula pelajar cemerlang di situ. Baiklah, kembali kepada kerja.
Hari pertama merupakan hari yang paling susah. Hahaha! Yelah, selama ini duduk je di rumah menghadap komputer. Tiba-tiba kena berdiri pula sepanjang hari. Pergh! Sakit gak la pinggang nie.

kehilangan....

Pada 21 Januari 2010, jam 9.30 malam, sedang aku leka bermain internet tiba-tiba aku dikejutkan dengan berita buruk. Salah seorang daripada rakan sekolahku dahulu telah terlibat dalam satu kemalangan jalan raya. Beliau dihantar ke Hospital Ampuan Rahimah. Ku sangka kemalangan jalan raya itu hanya memberikannya sedikit kecederaan. Malang, kemalangan itu telah membuatkan beliau koma. Niatku, ingin melawatnya di hospital pada 23 Januari 2010; tiba-tiba, jam 11.00 pagi, aku mendapat panggilan kecemasan daripada rakanku yang lain. Keadaan beliau semakin teruk. Aku membuat keputusan agar segera melawat beliau di hospital. Selepas waktu Zuhur, aku tiba di hadapan pagar utama hospital. Tanpa sebarang amaran, aku terima sms yang mengejutkan...'dye kat tmpat mayat'. Hatiku berdebar-debar. Bisik hatiku, ini hanyalah gurauan....yang melampau. Aku dipimpin oleh rakanku untuk melihat keadaannya sendiri...di tempat mayat. Allahuakbar, sms yang diharap sebagai gurauan rupanya benar. Aku diberitahu bahawa beliau disahkan meninggal dunia pada jam 11.15 pagi, 22 Januari 2010. Jenazah beliau dikelilingi oleh sahabat perjuangan SBPISB yang lain. Salah seorang daripada mereka menangis teresak-esak. Mana tidaknya, menemani arwah sejak mendapat berita buruk ini. Sepanjang malam bersama dihospital dengan harapan arwah akan sedarkan diri. Namun, ajal dan maut ditentukan Allah. Sahabatku ini menangis setiap kali melihat jenazah arwah. Kami menunggu selama beberapa jam menunggu untuk hospital melepaskan jenazah. Selepas jenazah dimandikan dan dikafankan barulah dilepaskan. Kami tiba di kediaman arwah pada waktu Maghrib. Setiap yang hadir menunaikan solat Maghrib dan kemudian arwah disembahyangkan. Ramai kenalan arwah yang menziarahi kediamannya termasuklah beberapa orang wakil pelajar SBPISB dan guru-guru SBPISB yang pernah mengajar kami. Telah tiba saat arwah pergi ke kediaman barunya. Malang bagiku kerana tidak dapat melihat arwah buat kali terakhir sebelum arwah dikebumikan. Bertambah malang, aku terpaksa pulang tatkala arwah dibawa ke kediamannya. Hal ini kerana aku menumpang kenderaan rakanku memandangkan waktu malam tidak banyak perkhidmatan bas....


>Sebahagian daripada rakan seperjuangan yang datang melawat.



Marilah kita bersama-sama mengambil iktibar daripada kehilangan ini.

Al-Fatihah buat arwah Lukman Hakim Zamalolaily....


Kenangan terakhirku bersama Lukman...

Hari di KPTN....

16-17 January 2010...telah diadakan Karnival Pengajian Tinggi Negara. Mujurlah ada seseorang yang baik hati telah memberitahu perkara ini kepada saya. Maka, saya pun menjemputlah beberapa orang rakan saya agar menemani saya. Malangnya, kebanyakan daripada mereka terpaksa menolak atas sebab-sebab tersendiri. Daripada ramai-ramai kawan yang dijemput, hanya seorang sahaja yang menerimanya. Hal ini membuatkan saya bertambah gembira kerana orang yang sudi terima jemputan saya merupakan kawan lama yang sudah 2 tahun tidak bersua muka. Dengan ini, bermulalah perjalanan kami.

(to be ConTInued)

lesenku...

Selepas program hari ini, maka aku akan mendapat lesen L untuk motosikal. Penat betul... kene plak tunngu 6 jam... tapi takpe... asal hidup pasti bahagia... shihihi

ahah...

Ahad, 3 Januari 2010;

Hari ni merupakan hari ujian komputer untuk mengambil lesen.

11:20 a.m : aku tiba di pusat ujian dan tunggu giliran
03:15 p.m : aku dipanggil untuk mengambil gambar

03:4o p.m : aku dipanggil pula untuk masuk ke bilik ujian. ujian tidaklah begitu sukar.

04:03 p.m : aku keluar daripada bilik ujian dengan hati yang senang. aku berjaya memenuhi syarat lulus ujian ini iaitu sekurang-kurangnya 42/50 markah.

Mesej Untukku dari ...

2010-01-01....

00:00 = Selamat tahun baru

00:08 = Amin...Smoga thun yg br m'dtg akn m'bw sejuta mkna n KEBERKATAN~..,

01:22 = YA ALLAH. Kau brilah km kptsn yg tbek. Ssgghnya Egkau Maha Pmurah. Stdk2nya Kau briknlh km lulus ya ALLAh n jgnlh Kau brikn kggln.sm0ga kjyaan mnnti kte.. INSYAALLAH..

01:27 = Jika HATI sejernih AIR, jgn biar ia keruh, Jika HATI seputih AWAN, jgn biar ia mendung. Jika HATI seindah BULAN, hiasi ia dgn IMAN. SLMT MNYMBUT TAHUN BARU. Smga thn ini lbh baek dr yg sblmnya.

01:37 = Satu ingatan b'mksd, aku RINDU pdmu.. satu snyuman b'mksd aku kasih pdmu..satu panggiln b'mksd aku SAYANG pdmu..dan satu SmS b'mksd aku xkn M'LUPAKANMU..

01:44 = I can appreciate coffee without susu...
Night without lampu...
Curry without lembu...
Ham burgers without keju...
But, Not relationSHip without U!!!;-)

01:48 = >IVMV 6NVhVS
VhVS VMVHVq
nHV.I. >IVMV
>IVU VhVS

xleh read kn?
SO, stEp 1-tngk kiri, step 2-pusing kNan n t'blikkn fOn kaMu 2 ke ats!
Slmat m'cuBa..

02:01 = just
to
let
you
kNow
tHat

...

i'm
missiNg
u

...

..:i!i!i:.,.:i!i!i:..
(i!i !i!)
'+ +'
'+:,:+'

for you !
Prince

02:09 = This is a cute luv story..
Girl : Am I pretty?
Boy : No...
Girl : do u want 2 live wif me?
Boy : No...
Girl : Will u cry if i leave u?
Boy : No...
The girl start 2 cry...the boy pulled her closed 2 him n said...
"u r not pretty, but pretties, i don't want 2 live wif u, but i live 4 u. if u leave me, i won't cry but i die"

23:08 = kESusahAN & keSENanGAn adALah laKSAna muSIM DIngin bASAh & lEMbab tiDAk diSUKai inSAN. teTaPi seSudAH mUSim seJUk iTULah tuMBuh BUNga2 yaNG haRUm & bUAh-bUAhaN yANg sUBUr.

THAT'S ALL FROM ...